stupidity overwhelmed me today. lets see i think like 5 times.

laziness caused me something again. it feels like so many things to do. but i need to sleep. so i'll push everything till tmr.

argh. the feeling of many things to do sucked. the feeling of fearing you forgot something is even worse.

ok very impt! opt out of econs!!! i shall give up my hope of being very smart. top 50. nah. no chance at all. being lazy and not opting out of it results in me having to type a formal letter tmr. boohoo not interesting at all and i'm so tired.

after that i shall plan my days to pon camp. it feels like i'm going thru everything once more. i so dont feel hyped up. once is good enough. sigh. please let fright night be a joke again. confirm friday and decide what to wear and to go back home or hostel camp. the idea of home is very appealling for lazy le lin.

check date lines to meet. i hope there's no more?

buy waterbottle? should i? or should i just dig out from the cupboard.

pack bag on monday.

go camp, come home, celebrate nat'l day :)

i hope i didnt forget anything. sigh i cant believe i'm typing a to do list here. braindead!

i'm too lazy as always.

which is a good thing. i'm happy i got myself out of 3 weeks of camps. i'm down to 2.

if i were to continue this busy lifestyle, rushing from one place to the other, i'll turn aneroxic. i barely had time to eat.

10 km is no easy feat!

somehow i've a bad feeling abt the camp. if only it was like those hollywood movie summer camps. where kids go into the woods to explore. if only its that simple.

how can i prevent myself from judging people?

before i can even pause to think how inmature it is to judge, words just spill out of my mouth. though i doubt the other party noticed my disgust and passed it off as a joke. it is only now that it dawns upon me how ridiculous it is to judge people based on one statement, first impression, looks...

despite how much i loath myself for judging people, i cant stop myself from doing it. maybe, i just need time. the next two weeks would be great to test how much i've grown out of my myopic world. definitely i wont step into an environment of strangers and look at them as if they're germs/untouchables. HAHA omg this was probably one of the spot on things that joseph said about me! looking back at how i was during the first few days of yj, i think i acted like a spoilt brat.

once again, its me alone and a whole new environment.
(why am i always such a loner in terms of new environments? nevermind, at least i've grown accustomed to it.)

enough of lamenting on my bad personality. i did some fun stuff recently.

blading, first time in my life! i think my lack of balance made me a clown. but with liz, a rather empty east coast park, tonnes of prespiration, i'm now able to blade around clumsily myself. but i really wanted to see how i looked like when i first started.

then there was zoo. ok its pretty much around the same as what it was maybe five years ago. it was the spastic things we did in the zoo that made it enjoyable. but i still dont like that particular building in the zoo that looks like a haunted house. i refuse to step in!

and the second time sentosa became a place to go to when original plan is foiled. eventhough half the time i was under the shade, i got burnt. but nothing beats the burnt after beach fiesta.

OH NO. SHAPE RUN IS IN 5 DAYS. imagine me cursing, regreting terribly for joining the run.

on a random note, i've caught on a habit of reading on trains. after 2 years of barely travelling long journeys on trains, i'm now enjoying train rides alone with my book or mag.

so i was reading and i found a fashion blog site. decided to take a look and guess what i found...

nice shorts! hahahaha she definitely carries it off way much better...