studying is boring. rushing assignments is straining. i prefer the latter.
studying involves way too much time. of which probably two-third time spent on useless shit like staring at the text. you think you're reading. but are you really absorbing? however most of the time people dont dare to take the risk. i'm a perfect example. exam's coming up, nothing to do, study. that'd be due to the sense of insecurity where exam's coming up and you're not by the side of your text.
why not take the risk, party the useless two-third of the time and stretch yourself at the last hour, making full use of that one-third.
i'm going canada in late august. gonna get a decent camera. so anticipate lots of photos here. most prob wont post on FB, will i?
reason i decided to blog again. maybe cause my brain was hibernating for the past year. too busy getting use to uni life, knowing new people. while i was on the train just now lots of thoughts went through my mind. mostly about my life over the past year. and i guess the thrill of being in a new place is over. i think most of the time it takes me a year to adapt and to get sick of the people only to realize that i'm bored of being funny and making a fool out of myself to entertain people.
in hall, most of the time you dont really get to choose who you wanna hang out with. were times spent really happy? thinking back i feel like i wasted time. i hope this is just a temporary sentiment. like i'm pms-ing. cause if it's really true then that's alot of time wasted. could have spent more time doing more worthy stuff and meeting more worthy people. reason why i spend substantial amount of time in hall is probably cause i'm lazy. again, the problem lies with laziness. this time, it kicks in real hard.
nonetheless, there's still things to cherish. things will get better. i'm beginning to get back to old habits. doing things that i like. shouldnt waste anymore time.
i enjoy meeting people with an interest in photography and food. enjoy meeting people with more knowledge on this aspect. just dont be over confident with it. thankfully such people exist in my life.
i think i should also stop taking friends who care for granted. always being there for me.
yayness. feels rather good to blog once more.
but this entry seems rather emo nemo.
but no, i just think we can only compromise ourselves to a certain limit and my limit is up. i'm back to me. you can only make me do this much things for you. as for now, i wont compromise myself for you.
